I want to inform you that I am leaving the 4th Hussars.
I have spoken to Fox about two weeks ago and explained my reasons.
Most of you know how restricted I am when to play. (or rather where to play) As a consequence I mostly do PUG drops at strange times and then only for a handful of drops. Hardly conductive to team play and disastrous if you want to help with unit organisation.
I couldn´t make it to the last drop trainings and it is unlikely that this will change in the near future. Spending sunday evenings away from home is something I am unwilling to do on a regular base.
Not only is this terribly inconvenient, my continued absence also made it impossible to fullfil my role as Sergeant. Additionally, it also precluded me from participating in any initiatives for competetive play. Initiatives I advocated and asked for for a long time. That felt very wrong. Like I was making demands and then dodged responsibility.
So rather than leaving a lingering gap between my own expectations and what is practically possible I decided it would be more honest to make a clean cut.
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I am going to see if my schedule and my plans for exploring new facets of MWO are going to work out somewhere else or not. But even if not, I am not completely gone and will pop up in the general bays now and then. So you are not truly safe from suddenly being backstabbed by some lousy, inconspicuous Treb.
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Allow me to add a small addendum:
I would like to mention that this was the first time that I was part of a community using TeamSpeak. Previously I shied away from that expecting nothing but obnoxious kids dissing each other. I was quite mistaken and will definately try it out again in the future. So, I am not leaving empty-handed, but richer in experience, so to speak.
I don´t think it is really neccessary, but for completeness´ sake I´d like to reassure you that I am not leaving because of any personal issues. I can honestly state that I enjoyed my time with the unit and I´d like to thank you guys for the good time we had.
I was having fun and I think many of you did too. That is something valuable.
See you, gents.
